I'm Not Grown...You Aren't Either

We are at the age where we are trying to be grown but in reality have so much more maturing to do. We want and expect things that are not in our control. We are 20 somethings, which means this is the time where we act grown and make all our mistakes that we can learn from. The only reason I feel a need to settle down is because there are so many my age that are pregnant, have children, getting engaged, or are married. What I need to realize is that they are the ones who are rushing things. I still have time to figure out who I am and what I want without think of someone else. When I was little I wanted to play in my mothers clothes and wear her make up. Now it is expected I dress like a lady and wear make up. That's not fun. I used to have pretend boyfriends, now I feel as if I am being forced into those situations and as you have read that's why my life is crazy now. My point is that we always want what we see what others have but when we get it, it doesn't seem as fun. I want to have fun. I'm done worrying about guys or having a family. I can't take care of myself half of the time, why try to get something that I know will happen when it is truly time. Lets not rush life. Slow down and sniff your shirt. One day it wont smell like you, instead it will smell like your significant other or worse, your childs regurgitation. I plan on smelling like myself for a while longer.